February of this year I experiences a devastating, life changing moment which will forever be the center of my timeline. I now have two parts to my life. Life before the storm and life after. I call it the storm because I don’t want to call it an accident or a tragedy or God’s plan. These words make me so angry!

I’m just barely 2 months out and since day one people have been wondering what great things are in store for me. Some people even say some day I will be a motivational speaker. I guess when your life is overtaken by unspeakable things the only outcome is to become a motivational speaker. Nah! I say to them, “It’s time for demotivational speeches”. Let’s get real. Life is tough. Life sucks. No one gets through life without a plethera of war wounds. Shoot, this is starting to sound motivational. Fuck it! Let’s get really real.